Sooo.. I really suck at this updating thing.

I've been on vacation all week, and it hasn't really been too exciting.

JG - JG and I had talked for a while, and decided Sunday that we were going to hang out after he got off work that night and I was done with friends (We had gone to the Riverside Luminaries). We decide that a night of playing board games, watching Friends, etc was going to be a fun night. We started off playing memory - which he kicked my ass in. Then we played jenga, uno, and friends trivia... all of which I won. I think he got tired of losing so much to me, so we picked a movie to watch and settled in to watch it. By this point it was like 3 AM or so, but we made it through the movie. After it was over, we bickered back and forth because I was swearing up and down that one of the dental patients in the movie was one of the guys off of a TV show that I love. We went back and forth for a while, which turned into him kissing me... possibly to get me to shut up. This turned into us making out until about 6:30 AM, at which time he asked me if I wanted to stay or if I wanted to go.. I gave him the choice and he said I should just stay, it was getting late... so we went to bed fully clothed (making out some more). I left about 9 AM, and he was sound asleep. At any rate, what I don't understand is that we had a great time (my face hurt from laughing so much), he kissed me, he kept talking about "next time..." but I haven't heard from him since Monday. Hm.

T- So Thursday, I got a surprise text from a guy I had gone out with two weeks ago. I assumed that two weeks ago, it was done. He didn't look at me once (that I could tell) when he talked, etc. So I had deleted his number out of my phone and considered it done. Well, we hung out Thursday night again... talking the entire time and falling asleep. He had been rough housing with his dog and ended up sliding into a cabinet in his house and broke his pinky toe. He told me all about how he rebroke it and reset it without thinking, and how the doctors on base don't know what they're doing, etc. Any way, we had a nice time... but I have no idea what it means.

I'm pretty sure that I'm self sabotaging the ones I like and the ones that I think are done aren't really... I don't know. I don't get it. Ugh.